down time

i was writing a book but i needed some down time. if i have learned one thing about writing books, it's that you NEED downtime. i have had multiple attempts at writing novels but they all turned up negative as i went on a ballistic writing spree and never set down my pen until i wanted to puke.

right now i am relaxing. i actually havent written in my book for about three days now. but the new problem i've come across is that while i have been breaking, i forgot that i was supposed to be regenerating ideas so i might have to take a few more days rethinking my sole purpose for this book.

i could bring in a new guy *check*

i could start a relationship *check. check.*

i could have something drastic happen *check*

dang now what else could i do? this is my problem. so i decided that the only possible thing left to do would be for me to either take three more never-ending days off or i could wing it and probably forget my book forever
now i think about probabilities and decide to keep writing.
well i think i'll end this post like it is because im freaking the heck out because i need to restart my computer in hopes of all of my pictures coming back. i just looked in my picture file and the only thing there are samples O_O