scariest feeling of my life

im wearing a sweater right now that just covers my panties and only me and my mom are home. my mom is sleeping and its 6 am. so because ive stayed up all night like usual, i was thirsty. i made some hot cocoa and some chex w/ banana. so i have a super paranoia kind of mind. once i get my mind set on something, it is stuck there as a possibility. well i went out to the table to eat my cereal and the dining room blind was up about a foot and a half. of course as a thirteen year old in just a sweater at 6 am, i started having a bunch of creepy thoughts.

(side note)-- we have a college guy and his roommate or someone living down the road that moved in about 6 months ago. he has had a few parties where he invites a bunch of buddies over, they argue, drink, and listen to their very loud music. i noticed he had some friends over yester day and chances are, he could still be partying the day after or for new years.

well the chairs we have have bars vertically down the back so i couldnt see perfectly between them and im sure it was probably a reflection from inside the house but it looked like a face. i held as still as possoble, reasoning that if i held still, the reflection would too, but it wavered like a person shifting their feet; which of course sparked my imagination even more. i heard what sounded like grass being stepped on and the 'face' didnt move. i was too scared to close the blind so i just picked up my cereal and hot cocoa and came hurriedly to my room, checking the back door's lock, and thought first off, 'i need to blog this' and here i am now, coming to my senses; of course AFTER i checked my bedroom window was locked.